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Intro (Still Holding On)
00:55
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Honestly
03:48
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Just another whistle in the wind
Like a sunrise you can't stop it happening
Turning into dust made out of everything you told me and then never did
It'll be the same
(be the same)
Cause all kind of havoc but we're both to blame
(Oh we're both to blame)
And I will learn to be alone you can call it home if you want but I won't be, no i won't be here
You thought that I, that I
Would find my way back to you and I
And I guess I thought I knew you and I
And I would find my way back to you
Over and over again
Honestly promised me all the world
Thought I wouldn't hold you to it but I did
(Said I wouldn't hold you it)
And I know that you know that I know
You're not it for me no more it makes you livid so you go
(It makes you livid so you go)
On and on
Couldn't break our habits so we're in the wrong
And I have learned to be alone
You can call it home if you want
But I won't be
No I won't be here
You thought that I, that I
Would find my way back to you and I
And I guess I thought I knew you and I
And I would find my way back to you
Over and over again
Honestly promised me all the world
Thought I wouldn't hold you to it but I did
(Said I wouldn't hold you it)
And I know that you know that I know
You're not it for me no more it makes you livid so you go
(It makes you livid)
Honestly promised me all the world
Thought I wouldn't hold you to it but I did
(Said I wouldn't hold you it)
And I know that you know that I know
You're not it for me no more it makes you livid so you'll go
(It makes you livid so you go)
It makes you livid so you
You're not it for me no more
It makes you livid so you'll go
It makes you livid you'll go
No I won't be
No I won't be
No I won't be here
It makes you livid so you'll go
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3. |
Chasing Time
03:05
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Wide awake suddenly and I must have gone out of my mind
'cause it seems I was so deeply dreaming of someone I left behind
I thought you'd be the one to be my everything, my only soldier
I thought you'd be the one to always hold me when the wait was over
Chasing time 'til we find that we're not in love
Chasing dreams 'til it seems that we're not the sweethearts we once were
We had it all
Chasing time 'til we find that we're nothing at all
As the days traveled by there was silence that we couldn't tame
Sorry souls making journeys to places that we wouldn't find again
I thought you'd be the one to be everything, to fight my corner
I thought you'd be the one to always hold me as we both grew older
Chasing time 'til we find that we're not in love
Chasing dreams 'til it seems that we're not the sweethearts we once were
We had it all
Chasing time 'til we find that we're nothing at all
Chasing time 'til we find that we're not in love
Chasing dreams 'til it seems that we're not
Chasing time 'til we find that we're not in love
Chasing time 'til we find that we're nothing at all
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4. |
Leaving So Soon
03:23
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That was all it took, the silence was deafening
Couldn't even look, a moment too soon
That was all it took to know this was happening
I read you like a book, you're leaving too soon
So soon
So soon
So soon
So soon
Take me far away, so I can be with you
I don't need to stay if home's where you are
That was all it took to know this was happening
I read you like a book, you're leaving so soon
So soon
Leaving so soon
Leaving so soon
So soon
The silence will be deafening
I can't believe this is happening
You're just ruining everything
By leaving far too soon
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5. |
Traitor
03:09
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Tell me I misunderstood you - how could you?
Tell me I misunderstood the game and turn it around on me
Tell me I misunderstood you - how could you?
Tell me I misunderstood the game and turn it around on me
Turn it around on me
It's not like we don't have good times
When days are gone you're still on my mind
But points of view you know I don't like
Are turned and twisted, escalated
Turned to words I never stated
Shout for all the world to hear you
They need to!
So convinced, you think you're royalty
You're wasting it all on me
Wasting it all on me
It's not like we don't have good times
When days are gone you're still on my mind
But points of view you know I don't like
Are turned and twisted escalated
Turned to words I never stated
Tell me I should be
Tell me you believe
Better get your head checked yeah
Tell me that I'm something I'm not yet
Holding on to you cause you're the one we should all be
Better get your head checked yeah
Tell me that I'm something I'm not yet
Holding on to you cause you're the one I should have been
Better get your head checked yeah
Tell me that I'm something I'm not yet
Turned and twisted escalated
Turned to words I never stated
Turns out honey you're a traitor
Nevermind I'll see you later
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6. |
Stay Close To Me
01:29
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Close to me, close to me
Close to me, close to me
Close to me, close to me
Close to me, I need
It's like a therapy
Could be choosing you, but I'm choosing me
Well we'll see, 'cause I want to be
Understand life's a miracle
Close your eyes for a second and you'll miss it all
Tell me why I just feel like I'm stuck in the middle
Riding a high til I'm caught on another low
And on and on and on and on we go
Stay close to me
But I'm not the same as she
Not the same as
Stay close to me
And I'll show you what you shouldn't be
Shouldn't be
Close to me, close to me
Stay close to me
Close to me, close to me
Close to me, close to me
Stay close to me
Close to me, I need
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7. |
Aisle 4
02:55
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You were always waiting
At the entrance to my block
Like you were something I forgot
A twisted key in a broken lock
You were out there somewhere
A cloud just to rain on me
To drain all my energies
To make me the worst that I can be
I should've left you in the store
I know 'cause I've been here before
And I said won't you stop for a minute, please
I'm sick of having you around
when all you do is bring me down
And I start to wish that I'd kept all my receipts
When you're here I can't be myself
Spending all my time existing in the skin of someone else
When you're near I can barely breathe
'Cause you're suffocating, won't stop hating me
I got sick of waiting for you to let me off the train
Stuck in a car going round again
Florescent lights up in my brain
You're sometimes out in daylight
Trying clothes on that aren't my size
I wish that you'd empathise with me sometimes
I tried to lose you in the store
You followed me to aisle 4
Oh you and I are just ingredients for a total mess
Well now I haven't got the time to babysit this brain of mine
It's you and I, and no one else needs to know the rest
When you're here I can't be myself
Spending all my time existing in the skin of someone else
When you're near I can barely breathe
'Cause you're suffocating, won't stop hating me
When you're here I can't be myself
Spending all my time just living in the skin of someone else
When you're near I can barely breathe
'Cause you're suffocating, so degrading, won't stop hating
Maybe it's just me
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8. |
Outro (You're Not It)
00:52
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if it was indigo London, UK
A new project by songwriter-producers Josie Charlwood & Lef Germenlis , ‘if it was indigo’ combines contemporary electronic
pop soundscapes with emotive, soulful vocals and gripping storylines.
Both established songwriters releasing under their own additional projects, ‘Love Away’ is the first release which falls under the new ‘if it was indigo’ alias.
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